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An achingly authentic and raw portrait of love, regret, and the life-altering impact of the relationships we hold closest to us, this YA romance bestseller is perfect for fans of Colleen Hoover, Jenny Han, and Lynn Painter.
If he had been with me, everything would have been different…
Autumn and Finn used to be inseparable. But then something changed. Or they changed. Now, they do their best to ignore each other.
Autumn has her boyfriend Jamie, and her close-knit group of friends. And Finn has become that boy at school, the one everyone wants to be around.
That still doesn’t stop the way Autumn feels every time she and Finn cross paths, and the growing, nagging thought that maybe things could have been different. Maybe they should be together.
But come August, things will change forever. And as time passes, Autumn will be forced to confront how else life might have been different if they had never parted ways…
Captivating and heartbreaking, If He Had Been with Me is perfect for readers looking for:
Contemporary teen romance booksUnputdownable & bingeworthy novelsComplex emotional YA storiesTikTok BooksJenny Han fansColleen Hoover fans
Publisher : Sourcebooks Fire
Publication date : November 1, 2019
Edition : Reissue
Language : English
Print length : 400 pages
ISBN-10 : 1728205484
ISBN-13 : 978-1728205489
Item Weight : 14.1 ounces
Reading age : 14 – 18 years
Dimensions : 5.5 x 1 x 8.25 inches
Grade level : 8 – 12
Best Sellers Rank: #1,763 in Books (See Top 100 in Books) #5 in Teen & Young Adult Friendship Fiction #11 in Teen & Young Adult Fiction on Dating & Sex (Books) #17 in Teen & Young Adult Contemporary Romance
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Customers say
Customers praise the book’s writing quality, describing it as beautifully told, and appreciate its character development, noting how readers can feel the characters’ emotions. Moreover, the love story receives positive feedback, with one customer highlighting its portrayal of young love’s growing pains. However, the pacing receives mixed reactions, with some finding it fast-paced while others say it’s a bit rushed. Additionally, the ending and emotional content draw varied responses, with some finding it heart-wrenching while others describe it as depressing.